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I’m feeling like I don’t exist
tell me is right for me to leave like this
suicide will exit my mind??
and if it does what will I find!
its not myself, I’m too lost, I need help
don’t tell me shit I’m already omw to hell
u think I like to live well. I fell..
and I haven’t gotten back up ever since u left
i tried I did my best now it’s a bigger mess
of me feeling less how can I give u more
if i feel like im dead am I dead so I feel
my head I can feel the lead up against my head
one squeeze there I bled u can say I fled, or I was on some meds
or maybe I was on nothing and needed something
but it’s ok cause my memory is now a stain
my soul is up there heaven open up the gate
I feel like it’s time I went away
tell me you love me but you played me like a game
my heart I opened up to you it’s a shame
i can’t blame I wanted you but u wanted fame
now I’m by myself dealing with this pain
all for what I have nothing left to gain
tell me is right for me to leave like this
suicide will exit my mind??
and if it does what will I find!
its not myself, I’m too lost, I need help
don’t tell me shit I’m already omw to hell
u think I like to live well. I fell..
and I haven’t gotten back up ever since u left
i tried I did my best now it’s a bigger mess
of me feeling less how can I give u more
if i feel like im dead am I dead so I feel
my head I can feel the lead up against my head
one squeeze there I bled u can say I fled, or I was on some meds
or maybe I was on nothing and needed something
but it’s ok cause my memory is now a stain
my soul is up there heaven open up the gate
I feel like it’s time I went away
tell me you love me but you played me like a game
my heart I opened up to you it’s a shame
i can’t blame I wanted you but u wanted fame
now I’m by myself dealing with this pain
all for what I have nothing left to gain