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I�m feeling like I don�t exist
tell me is right for me to leave like this
suicide will exit my mind??
and if it does what will I find!
its not myself, I�m too lost, I need help
don�t tell me shit I�m already omw to hell
u think I like to live well. I fell..
and I haven�t gotten back up ever since u left
i tried I did my best now it�s a bigger mess
of me feeling less how can I give u more
if i feel like im dead am I dead so I feel
my head I can feel the lead up against my head
one squeeze there I bled u can say I fled, or I was on some meds
or maybe I was on nothing and needed something
but it�s ok cause my memory is now a stain
my soul is up there heaven open up the gate
I feel like it�s time I went away
tell me you love me but you played me like a game
my heart I opened up to you it�s a shame
i can�t blame I wanted you but u wanted fame
now I�m by myself dealing with this pain
all for what I have nothing left to gain
tell me is right for me to leave like this
suicide will exit my mind??
and if it does what will I find!
its not myself, I�m too lost, I need help
don�t tell me shit I�m already omw to hell
u think I like to live well. I fell..
and I haven�t gotten back up ever since u left
i tried I did my best now it�s a bigger mess
of me feeling less how can I give u more
if i feel like im dead am I dead so I feel
my head I can feel the lead up against my head
one squeeze there I bled u can say I fled, or I was on some meds
or maybe I was on nothing and needed something
but it�s ok cause my memory is now a stain
my soul is up there heaven open up the gate
I feel like it�s time I went away
tell me you love me but you played me like a game
my heart I opened up to you it�s a shame
i can�t blame I wanted you but u wanted fame
now I�m by myself dealing with this pain
all for what I have nothing left to gain