READY TO DIE for this cuz i malready dead inside carter high

[megan92037]

how does it feel when you cant get up and walk out on yourself
when youre prepared to face up what you started on with me
ill be takin notes on myself cuz im the only one who keeps it real
good deal cuz they flunked out when they tried to rewrite a copyright
after it sealed
instead i jester myself too much and pretend im insane
false accusation is what the richoches bring around to detest me
interrogation in my prayers has God thinkin its betta for me
to die as a hoe before i gansta a grill
I understand far greater than my blood is circulating what is truth
scriptures and chapters about what really matters
should be what holds me down but it drives me further farther faster back into

and they get up on their own command and say its all good homie
lets talk shit and slander somebody that never attacks anybody
gettin a good name for never slandering back
makes a bulls eye marksman for my integrity
and im slaughtered one more time- just keepin the peace aint cuttin it now
im a single lady in this crime
sorry but my heart is already broken so i could care less about yours homie
love never saves it only breaks us
TRUST ME

love never went searchin for a girl mistakenly drugged up and locked away
inside a motel room slash prison cell sentence, it's hereditary
get yourself all wound up in a vision of love
while thinkin mottola gotta mottorolla could still stand and own up
betta put myself inside his head and show up for myself- cuz
whats betta to live inside for and get on by doesnt satisfy
welfare minimum wage gettin a free afternoon every other saturday
ll fuck the last thing lookin at me and hope i die while still breathin for it

nothin looks good so im uglier than life
hotter than hell cuz i froze shit ova on a drip lastnight
only hope is this dope fiend and im outta bags to tie
not like a date would show up and take me out - ya right
maybe death is actually ready to include what he cant deny
open up another round and cap back this betta intention from livin a sober life
cuz you can't force me to comply


keep that laugh on your face cuz next time you smile theres gonna be tears
death is a real life part of my everyday stuggle- NO FEAR
i hear whats goin down on the other side, another hustle
im not there, and theyre not with me, but the truth is heard by any soul whos worthy

worthy of what
what does a life want- no death now for a slut
no death for a punk ass bitch punchin faces of women
no crimes to commit instead we keep them under the influence
fill up our stations and nations with users and fiends
keep the bigger problems for the mafia to control cuz we 5 &dime police

gonna lock you up and take your picture
stupid slut.
must be a fun life to not work and act dumb
we know youre high
so sit down and take this test. too damn smart
passin is a given
so now we get your blood
dont bother to ask, you dont know how to care for that stuff
you wouldnt even know its rightful to be refused by us
obey instead like your father raised you follow alongside, simple sheep
cuz thats how it goes in this life
she's megan, cheap cheap
dont understand that cops are all people like you??
i dont give a fuck when a uniform gives you ugly command
a person doesnt ensue
dont ever forget how many fuckin lost causes we threw on you
go carry your gun and learn how to shoot one cuz im pointin police out
and aiming at you

i gave away cuz i knew better than to trust you gave a fuck about mine
im not goin down without a fight, and so far death is a LIE
since swingin isnt a dance anymore im stanced and tense
loathed in agony and disrespect
warrant arrest and straight out raido broadcast a lesbian
trans gender metro sexual heresy and laugh at my back like you did
short hair cut is a feminity jugular throat slit
escondido. doesnt have a back to hold down now does it
cuz chris palmer was my fiance and we know the story
sorry girlie? Nevamind -nobody left but me still strugglin
im the bad one- white one- college grad- single dad.- blue eyes-kinda shy- nice smile
SUICIDE
influence me again to remember why i went the frst time
take me back to the day when i thought my future mattered to my dads life
help me rmember why i even woke up again cuz im already irritated
ill lay back down on the floor and do some more reps
ill get back up and dizzly walk to the bathroom- mind your business
when i open the door- and you knock at the front
dont mistake your bitch ass face for a nigga cuz you aint one

so im gangsta now, right?
soo woo blood bought born again
whateva you call me. dont fuckin forget it
im holdin you accountable for it

...............GANGSTAZZ!!

[Vocker]

THA FUCK?

[walkerwiseman]

THA FUCK?

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[megan92037]

YO I'm Prepared to DIE. Waitin for death shows me another side so im takin this from

kill me- bitch im prayin you get the strength
to look me in the face- cuz i wish you would
runnin cuz they jacked me- there goes my fuckin rent money
lookin fast to the other side- cuz someones gonna die tonight
facing the streets when theey throw me the heat
wondering which car to run infront of to end this misery
aint worth the struggle to watch
i solemnly swear until im dead
for the mutha fuckin game to take me in
and until im shootin- ill prepare to be the next one theirye aimin
you best get long and you best get right before you die for the wrong guy in a fight
cuz the only thing that matters to me is what i seee
and that is myself in the mirror infront of me

breakin off bread and spreading it out-turning myself inside out and back around
feeling worse like a curse was a gift heaven sent-after hell abounds and satans trippin
doesnt feel so nice when the only thing helpin you is the drugs killin you inside
doesnt sound so good when the track you laid gets up and walks out on ya
doesnt get too much better when the best was no less than innocence
doesnt take a gun to show me a shooter when im pointin to aim- and im lookin no further

turn myself back around and face the attack- full frontal no less than a grip bitchin pistol whippin
get the game out of the rules and into its supply
wwish god blessed me as a nigga
instead he laughed at my bitch ass and said- stupid shes white
when god said i was white
no pride in this skin- female territory is a life i cant win
i didnt ask for a name to follow me as a daily curse
im dead inside that hurts
to feel no pain drugged up alcoholic sin livin thats my name

dont start me again on the streets got all the neighbors hearin me cryin out GOD WHY
doin this to a lady- dont give a fuck bout nobody- dont forget whos knees went down for ya
cuz the streets cant bow down for ya
its crazy i send you this light- my thoughts of truth can rectify what doesnt end tonight
i wish my heart could beat and show up like a jesus freak
you can call me your man- thats a nice thought cuz i know u held it down
but i dont wanna think no less about someone who really has to be more than this
i hold still tight- i wouldnt end on a note that he wasnt comin until i die

so lets just get up and say one more time. to eachother nigga eye to eye
im not afraid, imnot ashamed, im not a lame- i got truth in my name
i got heat on my life, i got lyrics outta line- if one dont correct, death is a cold find
dont tip ova on me, i wont stand before you in a casket cemetary-

gangstas gonna die when they realize,
royalty scam capped up in a birdman junior blind
molts out the feathers of gods own blood for a fuckin dime
west side till i die
katrina left a population like mine on the streets
when right before our eyes we take our souls into the deep
cant change a game you aint prepared to play- not when youre dead homie keep pushin
since its territory
cut out another line in a place you prepared to die for and keep it real
west side property for sale goes back to your former
sine your firsthand offer was a frontpage scam for the daughter
bird wings broken down now i dropped shit off
perched up prepared to die for your lies in my costmems.jpg

[Wayne_Fan_101]

YO I'm Prepared to DIE. Waitin for death shows me another side so im takin this from

kill me- bitch im prayin you get the strength
to look me in the face- cuz i wish you would
runnin cuz they jacked me- there goes my fuckin rent money
lookin fast to the other side- cuz someones gonna die tonight
facing the streets when theey throw me the heat
wondering which car to run infront of to end this misery
aint worth the struggle to watch
i solemnly swear until im dead
for the mutha fuckin game to take me in
and until im shootin- ill prepare to be the next one theirye aimin
you best get long and you best get right before you die for the wrong guy in a fight
cuz the only thing that matters to me is what i seee
and that is myself in the mirror infront of me

breakin off bread and spreading it out-turning myself inside out and back around
feeling worse like a curse was a gift heaven sent-after hell abounds and satans trippin
doesnt feel so nice when the only thing helpin you is the drugs killin you inside
doesnt sound so good when the track you laid gets up and walks out on ya
doesnt get too much better when the best was no less than innocence
doesnt take a gun to show me a shooter when im pointin to aim- and im lookin no further

turn myself back around and face the attack- full frontal no less than a grip bitchin pistol whippin
get the game out of the rules and into its supply
wwish god blessed me as a nigga
instead he laughed at my bitch ass and said- stupid shes white
when god said i was white
no pride in this skin- female territory is a life i cant win
i didnt ask for a name to follow me as a daily curse
im dead inside that hurts
to feel no pain drugged up alcoholic sin livin thats my name

dont start me again on the streets got all the neighbors hearin me cryin out GOD WHY
doin this to a lady- dont give a fuck bout nobody- dont forget whos knees went down for ya
cuz the streets cant bow down for ya
its crazy i send you this light- my thoughts of truth can rectify what doesnt end tonight
i wish my heart could beat and show up like a jesus freak
you can call me your man- thats a nice thought cuz i know u held it down
but i dont wanna think no less about someone who really has to be more than this
i hold still tight- i wouldnt end on a note that he wasnt comin until i die

so lets just get up and say one more time. to eachother nigga eye to eye
im not afraid, imnot ashamed, im not a lame- i got truth in my name
i got heat on my life, i got lyrics outta line- if one dont correct, death is a cold find
dont tip ova on me, i wont stand before you in a casket cemetary-

gangstas gonna die when they realize,
royalty scam capped up in a birdman junior blind
molts out the feathers of gods own blood for a fuckin dime
west side till i die
katrina left a population like mine on the streets
when right before our eyes we take our souls into the deep
cant change a game you aint prepared to play- not when youre dead homie keep pushin
since its territory
cut out another line in a place you prepared to die for and keep it real
west side property for sale goes back to your former
sine your firsthand offer was a frontpage scam for the daughter
bird wings broken down now i dropped shit off
perched up prepared to die for your lies in my cost[ATTACH=CONFIG]5677[/ATTACH]

ummmmmm

[Jewazi]

how does it feel when you cant get up and walk out on yourself
when youre prepared to face up what you started on with me
ill be takin notes on myself cuz im the only one who keeps it real
good deal cuz they flunked out when they tried to rewrite a copyright
after it sealed
instead i jester myself too much and pretend im insane
false accusation is what the richoches bring around to detest me
interrogation in my prayers has God thinkin its betta for me
to die as a hoe before i gansta a grill
I understand far greater than my blood is circulating what is truth
scriptures and chapters about what really matters
should be what holds me down but it drives me further farther faster back into

and they get up on their own command and say its all good homie
lets talk shit and slander somebody that never attacks anybody
gettin a good name for never slandering back
makes a bulls eye marksman for my integrity
and im slaughtered one more time- just keepin the peace aint cuttin it now
im a single lady in this crime
sorry but my heart is already broken so i could care less about yours homie
love never saves it only breaks us
TRUST ME

love never went searchin for a girl mistakenly drugged up and locked away
inside a motel room slash prison cell sentence, it's hereditary
get yourself all wound up in a vision of love
while thinkin mottola gotta mottorolla could still stand and own up
betta put myself inside his head and show up for myself- cuz
whats betta to live inside for and get on by doesnt satisfy
welfare minimum wage gettin a free afternoon every other saturday
ll fuck the last thing lookin at me and hope i die while still breathin for it

nothin looks good so im uglier than life
hotter than hell cuz i froze shit ova on a drip lastnight
only hope is this dope fiend and im outta bags to tie
not like a date would show up and take me out - ya right
maybe death is actually ready to include what he cant deny
open up another round and cap back this betta intention from livin a sober life
cuz you can't force me to comply


keep that laugh on your face cuz next time you smile theres gonna be tears
death is a real life part of my everyday stuggle- NO FEAR
i hear whats goin down on the other side, another hustle
im not there, and theyre not with me, but the truth is heard by any soul whos worthy

worthy of what
what does a life want- no death now for a slut
no death for a punk ass bitch punchin faces of women
no crimes to commit instead we keep them under the influence
fill up our stations and nations with users and fiends
keep the bigger problems for the mafia to control cuz we 5 &dime police

gonna lock you up and take your picture
stupid slut.
must be a fun life to not work and act dumb
we know youre high
so sit down and take this test. too damn smart
passin is a given
so now we get your blood
dont bother to ask, you dont know how to care for that stuff
you wouldnt even know its rightful to be refused by us
obey instead like your father raised you follow alongside, simple sheep
cuz thats how it goes in this life
she's megan, cheap cheap
dont understand that cops are all people like you??
i dont give a fuck when a uniform gives you ugly command
a person doesnt ensue
dont ever forget how many fuckin lost causes we threw on you
go carry your gun and learn how to shoot one cuz im pointin police out
and aiming at you

i gave away cuz i knew better than to trust you gave a fuck about mine
im not goin down without a fight, and so far death is a LIE
since swingin isnt a dance anymore im stanced and tense
loathed in agony and disrespect
warrant arrest and straight out raido broadcast a lesbian
trans gender metro sexual heresy and laugh at my back like you did
short hair cut is a feminity jugular throat slit
escondido. doesnt have a back to hold down now does it
cuz chris palmer was my fiance and we know the story
sorry girlie? Nevamind -nobody left but me still strugglin
im the bad one- white one- college grad- single dad.- blue eyes-kinda shy- nice smile
SUICIDE
influence me again to remember why i went the frst time
take me back to the day when i thought my future mattered to my dads life
help me rmember why i even woke up again cuz im already irritated
ill lay back down on the floor and do some more reps
ill get back up and dizzly walk to the bathroom- mind your business
when i open the door- and you knock at the front
dont mistake your bitch ass face for a nigga cuz you aint one

so im gangsta now, right?
soo woo blood bought born again
whateva you call me. dont fuckin forget it
im holdin you accountable for it

...............GANGSTAZZ!!

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