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Okay, lemme start by saying i dont want to sound like a cry baby or anything, but i just want to let loose on some shit that's been going on with me lately. If you don't have anything supportive to say, just shut the fuck up and don't say anything because I don't want to get banned. 
March 6 last year, me and my ex ol lady made our relationship official and we were bf/gf or whatever. We talked for a lil while before that, bout a month, and i thought everything with her was the best i've ever seen. She was wanting real relationship and she wanted to settle down. I was 18, she was 17. Anyways, i lived with my dad and she lived with her mom, but she stayed with her friend alot so that made it easier for me to see her every few days, spend nights with her, do what we do. Everything was great... my like month 2, i could tell that I was falling for her and I didn't want to catch myself.
So, everything was good until around our 4 month mark. We was all high on all kinds of shit, and me, Kim(ex gf), and our two friends - who were married - were juss sittin around talkin. Heather and Kim went back and talked, and came back. Kim started talking to me and shit, and she was like "Me and Heather want to have a threesome with you" ... so i was like "um... lemme think" because Kim is sneaky, she'll set up a trap just so you can fall and she'll bitch at ya. Well, I was like "Yea, maybe. Later."... then she was like "Well why don't you just go fuck Heather?" and I was like "Hell naw", then she goes "I'll fuck David while you do it"... so I was like "Fuck this bitch, I'mma lay dis girl down" ... so I did, and Kim and ol dude didnt even do anything. And I didnt either really, i was in it for like 5 mins, didnt even cum and i was like "Yeah, Imma go see kim" and left lmao. Me and Kim talked, she told me she didnt do anything... i flipped out because of her being a lil trappin bitch and setting me up like that. So... we argued, broke up, got back together, whatever. After we left there, we was happy, we were back to how we was... We argued every now and then for the next 8 or 9 months, nothing all too big, few big ones, but mostly over little shit. She never really said anything bout that situation cuz I didnt think it mattered cuz it was mine and her fault it happened anyway. But other than that, i thought everything was good....
Well, monday me, her and three of my "friends" was chillin. Drunk as hell, high as fuck. We started partying @ 8pm and ran out of shit round 2am. I told her that I wanted to leave after everything was gone, because i just lived down the road from my friend. Well, she was like "I'm not leaving, you can go, i'm not" .... so I was like "Kim, you need to come with me, bla bla bla, i'm drunk, i need you to be with me" ... well she didnt even nudge, so i left. Fucked up right? We argued and shit after I got back to my house, we was on the phone. So i cussed her out, whatever, like any man would whos girl is staying with another fucking guy right? Well, since then, we haven't seen each other. I've talked to her everyday, most of it being arguments. She went to her house (by herself) and she was real with me - i think - and she was crying saying how she misses me and all this bullshit. That was tuesday night. We didnt argue any. I was calm and collective, like she said i need to start being.
So yesterday, her, her friend and larry (one of those fucks i dont fuck with anymore) went up the road to drop her friends boyfriend. well, she talked to me like twice, then i didn't hear from her anymore from like 4pm til midnight. Then I finally found out she was @ Larry's - by herself - and her friend was at her house. I found out she was there from her mom. Me and Kim never did talk though. I aint really worried about if he fucked her or whatever, she's on her period, but idk. If she does fuck him or give him head, i'm completely done with the whore n she can have fun wit dem aids lol.
We talked a lil bit today, i told her I'm done with her shit. It's been 4 days, I'm not waiting forever. She was a bitch to me, I was still calm and collective with her lmao. We didn't really get anything resolved bout last night, she just talked a lil shit to me, told me Larry treats her good, bla bla bla, all that bullshit. I was like "well if he makes you happy, be with him. i'll always be here to talk to you and I'll always be here for you." Then she txt'd me a lil and I told her I was leaving, and she told me she loved me and she would call me when she gets home. <--- Fuckin stupid right?
I've messed around with a handful of girls, but I've never really fallen in love with one like I let myself with Kim. That's what I was wanting to do though. So it's kind of hard to let go of something I've really just had for the first time - and that's real, true, down for life - love. -- I just need some help getting over this shit. I'm not going as crazy as I was, but she's still on my mind. We might get back together, but I doubt it. I doubt I'll even want to after she fucks around like that some more.
I just want some advice on what to do. My dad told me to give her time, which I have and still am. I didn't go anywhere, I just didnt want to talk to her. My mom wants me to move in with her, and so does the rest of my family. Idk what I'mma do. I told Kim that the other day I was going to move to NC with my mom, and she started crying. This was tuesday when she was going home, she seen me for like 10 fuckin mins. But like I said, I need some advice, help me out.
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March 6 last year, me and my ex ol lady made our relationship official and we were bf/gf or whatever. We talked for a lil while before that, bout a month, and i thought everything with her was the best i've ever seen. She was wanting real relationship and she wanted to settle down. I was 18, she was 17. Anyways, i lived with my dad and she lived with her mom, but she stayed with her friend alot so that made it easier for me to see her every few days, spend nights with her, do what we do. Everything was great... my like month 2, i could tell that I was falling for her and I didn't want to catch myself.
So, everything was good until around our 4 month mark. We was all high on all kinds of shit, and me, Kim(ex gf), and our two friends - who were married - were juss sittin around talkin. Heather and Kim went back and talked, and came back. Kim started talking to me and shit, and she was like "Me and Heather want to have a threesome with you" ... so i was like "um... lemme think" because Kim is sneaky, she'll set up a trap just so you can fall and she'll bitch at ya. Well, I was like "Yea, maybe. Later."... then she was like "Well why don't you just go fuck Heather?" and I was like "Hell naw", then she goes "I'll fuck David while you do it"... so I was like "Fuck this bitch, I'mma lay dis girl down" ... so I did, and Kim and ol dude didnt even do anything. And I didnt either really, i was in it for like 5 mins, didnt even cum and i was like "Yeah, Imma go see kim" and left lmao. Me and Kim talked, she told me she didnt do anything... i flipped out because of her being a lil trappin bitch and setting me up like that. So... we argued, broke up, got back together, whatever. After we left there, we was happy, we were back to how we was... We argued every now and then for the next 8 or 9 months, nothing all too big, few big ones, but mostly over little shit. She never really said anything bout that situation cuz I didnt think it mattered cuz it was mine and her fault it happened anyway. But other than that, i thought everything was good....
Well, monday me, her and three of my "friends" was chillin. Drunk as hell, high as fuck. We started partying @ 8pm and ran out of shit round 2am. I told her that I wanted to leave after everything was gone, because i just lived down the road from my friend. Well, she was like "I'm not leaving, you can go, i'm not" .... so I was like "Kim, you need to come with me, bla bla bla, i'm drunk, i need you to be with me" ... well she didnt even nudge, so i left. Fucked up right? We argued and shit after I got back to my house, we was on the phone. So i cussed her out, whatever, like any man would whos girl is staying with another fucking guy right? Well, since then, we haven't seen each other. I've talked to her everyday, most of it being arguments. She went to her house (by herself) and she was real with me - i think - and she was crying saying how she misses me and all this bullshit. That was tuesday night. We didnt argue any. I was calm and collective, like she said i need to start being.
So yesterday, her, her friend and larry (one of those fucks i dont fuck with anymore) went up the road to drop her friends boyfriend. well, she talked to me like twice, then i didn't hear from her anymore from like 4pm til midnight. Then I finally found out she was @ Larry's - by herself - and her friend was at her house. I found out she was there from her mom. Me and Kim never did talk though. I aint really worried about if he fucked her or whatever, she's on her period, but idk. If she does fuck him or give him head, i'm completely done with the whore n she can have fun wit dem aids lol.
We talked a lil bit today, i told her I'm done with her shit. It's been 4 days, I'm not waiting forever. She was a bitch to me, I was still calm and collective with her lmao. We didn't really get anything resolved bout last night, she just talked a lil shit to me, told me Larry treats her good, bla bla bla, all that bullshit. I was like "well if he makes you happy, be with him. i'll always be here to talk to you and I'll always be here for you." Then she txt'd me a lil and I told her I was leaving, and she told me she loved me and she would call me when she gets home. <--- Fuckin stupid right?
I've messed around with a handful of girls, but I've never really fallen in love with one like I let myself with Kim. That's what I was wanting to do though. So it's kind of hard to let go of something I've really just had for the first time - and that's real, true, down for life - love. -- I just need some help getting over this shit. I'm not going as crazy as I was, but she's still on my mind. We might get back together, but I doubt it. I doubt I'll even want to after she fucks around like that some more.
I just want some advice on what to do. My dad told me to give her time, which I have and still am. I didn't go anywhere, I just didnt want to talk to her. My mom wants me to move in with her, and so does the rest of my family. Idk what I'mma do. I told Kim that the other day I was going to move to NC with my mom, and she started crying. This was tuesday when she was going home, she seen me for like 10 fuckin mins. But like I said, I need some advice, help me out.
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