# The Official Random Topic Thread

[BloodKin]

find myself the calmest with the simplest. You can just hear it tho.

[Lucifer]

So nobody noticed that Wayne has a verse in Tyler's new album?

you heard lollipop?

[BloodKin]

being rich(monies) change your view/status on life? We all salves to status.. do you stay true, but who you "love" changes?

[BloodKin]

Part One.

So I started talking to this chick around Christmas time and shit. I really didn't think I had a slight chance with her. Was texting her everyday and shit, got to know her a bit, started to like her and whatnot, the traditional Cody Simpson shit. I was talking to her one night and she started telling me she was horny and shit. She wanted to see the dick. She got her wish, I got a few pics from her, didn't get a bare chest photo though, which I thought was weird of her to hold out on me on, got them eventually though, but that's for a bit later. So then I skyped her a night or two later, for like six or seven hours, it was like the first of the year, I think. She was looking all cute and shit, which was nothing new for her. She started telling me about how she was in love with a dude that was 22, mind you she's only 16. Told me that they had sex twice and shit, I was sitting there awkward the whole damn time because I didn't want to hear that shit. I legit thought she was the dumbest girl I ever talked to after her telling me that shit. Especially after she told me she cut herself over that she. Told me how that guy was with his ex girlfriend at that very moment and shit. I figured he was losing out and whatnot, and that she was a fucking idiot. She told me that she had tried to get over him before and shit. Somehow the subject switched during that time to some lesbian shit she done with some friends of hers. Told me she scissored some girl and shit, I was all . The whole time she was playing with her cleavage and shit. (She has C cups, which surprised me at first tbh). Me being mesmerized and shit, I show her like half of my pener. I thought she died or something, she was speechless for like 5 minutes. That just led to her flirting with me some, it got to be like 6 or 7 in the morning or something and she was getting tired, so we got off of skype with one another. We kept texting each other for like an hour afterwards though. She was telling me how I made her so wet, and that she could barely control herself and shit. I think she ended up fingering herself, I'm not too sure. She told me that she would proudly take my virginity and shit, which was kinda weird of me to bring up, but it didn't make it weird. So I asked her if she talked to other dudes like that. She sent me a picture of her perky titties and said "No, not really.". I think I fell in love then, or I just went full retard. Well anyways I was in a shitty situation since I didn't have my license yet, and didn't get it until a month later. So a few days had past, I was sure she was gone off me as much as I was her. I had completely forgotten about the fucking pedophile being there. She sent me a picture of cuts she did to herself.. I freaked out and asked why and shit, she was like it hurts so much thinking about it yadadadda, I was like, honey it don't have to be that way, just be with me. she was like I can't, I just need to try this, she asked my why I liked a mess like her, I told her why, she said she didn't know how she felt about me, we stopped texting then. The next night, we start texting she seems oddly happy. Saying that she's thinking about someone, I was praying that she'd say me, but did she? No, she said "Him". she said that he finally asked her out. I freaked out. It was the first time I had cried since my incident back in June.. Which is fucking pathetic.

Well that's only part one...

Part two.

I keep talking to the girl. I really don't fucking know why, but I'm talking to her everyday still. Dying on the inside because of what she did to me. She's still talking to me, knowing how I feel about her, which is strange to me. I go to a party over my brothers house, get trashed, and I subsequently start texting her. I told her that I loved her, and that I was going to say it that night that she done me dirty. She told me that she didn't know what to say and shit. I woke up the next morning freaking out and shit after reading what I said to her. I felt like it was kinda bittersweet, but at the same time stupid on my part. Well I have only started liking her more and more recently for whatever reason. I got my license and shit. I ask her if she wants to hang out, she says her parents would probably not let her. I'm sitting here thinking they are letting you go out with a 22 year old pedo and shit and they'd question me of all dudes? I guess it's how we met, which was in typical Cody fashion (not on xbox fakkits). But, she only lives like 35 minutes from me or some minuscule shit. Well Valentines day had passed and shit. I was just being a lonely fucktard and shit. She was telling me about how her day was going to be so good and shit. She said some smart ass shit to me about me being lonely and shit. Fast forward to this week, because nothing really happened in that time period except her having dumb reasons to not hang out with me. I argued with her nearly the entire week this week, up until Wednesday night. Tuesday night I was rambling on about her still talking to me two months after she did that shit and what not, she told me she would tell me how she felt, and we skyped. She didn't tell me shit I didn't already know. She told me that I was wrong for throwing my feelings for her onto her and shit. She tried to tell me that I started acting normal after she did that shit to me that night, I kept hanging up the skype and she kept calling back. I said some shit and made her cry, which I don't know why she would cry since she's the one that made the stupid fucking decision. She kept hinting at her boyfriend and a stupid fucking bear he bought her for Valentines day. She sent me like 5 pictures of herself holding that little piece of shit. I flipped the fuck out over it, she knew what she was doing in typical female fashion. I told her that I didn't give a fuck about the bear or the piece of shit that hurts her, then she starts telling me how their relationship is great and shit, when she is always fucking aggravating me about something acting sad, and telling me I don't want to here about it because it's about that sack of shit. I brought up her cutting herself and him being with his ex on new years while she was on skype with me. She denied that they did anything while they were together, but I'm sure she wouldn't of took a razor to her arm if they didn't, she can tell herself whatever she wants. The morning comes and she says that she still wants to be friends with me. I say something smartassy about being her best friend, but that I couldn't be. She went along with it and thought I was serious. Well that night she was sending me one word texts and shit, I asked her if she wanted anything from me, and she said no. I told her to quit fucking talking to me if that's the way she felt. It led to me saying something about her falling for every guy, but me, and she said that wasn't true( it was either that night or the night before). She went to sleep after saying that. Does the one word text shit again, have a run down about how her day was good until I argued with her. I asked her if she fell for me. She told me she didn't want to answer that question, which I don't know why she wouldn't just tell me no, but I feel like she keeps talking to me because she did and wants me to be there if that fails. Which is absolutely stupid on my part, but I have no other girls I'm interested in right now, which is a dumb ass reason for me to do this to myself.



I CANT BREATH

can you pLZ condense this down.. two sentences.. I am slowly losing a relationship that I feel has been strong since 04, but can only imagine what would happen if it was lost in the world.

[StayWokeYall]

[Shake]

[Wisheezy]

TBT

[Lil wayne prezident]

TBT

how many years ago was this?

i can't remember the YMCMB icons

[Gudda Gudda]

TBT

Fuck YMCMB

[Wisheezy]

how many years ago was this?

i can't remember the YMCMB icons

like 5 or so maybe. Quite old. Not even sure if we used the ymcmb logo in the end

[Lucifer]

just downloaded the bumble app

[Lil wayne prezident]

just downloaded the bumble app

all online dating apps suck homey.