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Okay whenever I smoke weed, I think im a loser.
I start questioning my girlfriend if she really loves me or not, because when i high i think she just dating me as a dare or getting paid or some shit.
whenever i get high i start thinking all low of myself and shit and think that my girlfriend can do wayyy better than me, and I have heard I was fugly a couple times, but I still get girls and shit, I must not be thatt badd looking, and I never ever dated an ugly chick, so idk.
But yeah and also when I get high I think that i fucking suck dick at rapping, Like people always tell me im a pretty good rapper, but i get high and i think that they are just fucking with me and shit, and they never really thought I was a good rapper all along. And were always laughing at me...
I made this video just fkn around and now Im high and looking back at it i think ppl were just always making fun of me for that video, like it was something they laughed at and not think was cool.
Heres the video.
Kid Comet - Green and Yellow - YouTube
It had 3000 before i took it off but some nigga reuploaded it.
like i feel like a big joke.
But then I look at all the girls i dated and think like if i was as big of loser as i thought, then I wouldnt be dating them.
So is everything im thinking just made up in my mind, or how it truly is.
or is it just that weed makes me overthink things..
also ppl call me weird sometimes, and like ppl seem like they try to avoid me and shit, but like i still get invited to parties and shit, but when i show up ppl ask me shit like "what r u doing here hahah" but in like a fake freidnly way and they also say how its all random of me showing up. im fkn confused.
I start questioning my girlfriend if she really loves me or not, because when i high i think she just dating me as a dare or getting paid or some shit.
whenever i get high i start thinking all low of myself and shit and think that my girlfriend can do wayyy better than me, and I have heard I was fugly a couple times, but I still get girls and shit, I must not be thatt badd looking, and I never ever dated an ugly chick, so idk.
But yeah and also when I get high I think that i fucking suck dick at rapping, Like people always tell me im a pretty good rapper, but i get high and i think that they are just fucking with me and shit, and they never really thought I was a good rapper all along. And were always laughing at me...
I made this video just fkn around and now Im high and looking back at it i think ppl were just always making fun of me for that video, like it was something they laughed at and not think was cool.
Heres the video.
Kid Comet - Green and Yellow - YouTube
It had 3000 before i took it off but some nigga reuploaded it.
like i feel like a big joke.
But then I look at all the girls i dated and think like if i was as big of loser as i thought, then I wouldnt be dating them.
So is everything im thinking just made up in my mind, or how it truly is.
or is it just that weed makes me overthink things..
also ppl call me weird sometimes, and like ppl seem like they try to avoid me and shit, but like i still get invited to parties and shit, but when i show up ppl ask me shit like "what r u doing here hahah" but in like a fake freidnly way and they also say how its all random of me showing up. im fkn confused.
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