Just sent this to Michelle.

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

Yoooo I'm fucked.

I never had a real FB so yeah. This is my fake one but she'll know who it is.



http://imgur.com/hOiUqNw

[Flame Beats]

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

Yeah I feel like I came off bad. What the hell am I supposta say tho to a girl like that who I haven't talked to in forever. Oh well lol I'm so nervous mang.

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I just Drake'd so hard man.

[WizHeezy]

Yeah I feel like I came off bad. What the hell am I supposta say tho to a girl like that who I haven't talked to in forever. Oh well lol I'm so nervous mang.

Damn dawg, that's crazy. Well at least you finally got the balls to talk to her. I want to hear (read) what she said. No lie, I've been wanting to reconnect with this girl that I haven't talked to in 2 years as well but I always end up backing out from the idea. You know, sometimes I just think its been too long to try to get in touch with her again, that I really wouldn't want her to be like "Wtf" & end up looking like a dumbass. We have very similar situations. Only I haven't contacted her like you have. I know she felt the same way about me once, probably not now & most likely not but she meant something to me back then & up to date. But like I said I don't contact her, because if I meant something to her like she did to me then why hasn't she bothered to contact me to see how I'm doing? Well she could be thinking the same about me or not. So that's why I wan' know what Michelle says, I've been thinking about this girl a lot lately & it's just been making me want to contact her. Anyways, hope she replies & by the way, good to see you didn't leave the forums.

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

Damn dawg, that's crazy. Well at least you finally got the balls to talk to her. I want to hear (read) what she said. No lie, I've been wanting to reconnect with this girl that I haven't talked to in 2 years as well but I always end up backing out from the idea. You know, sometimes I just think its been too long to try to get in touch with her again, that I really wouldn't want her to be like "Wtf" & end up looking like a dumbass. We have very similar situations. Only I haven't contacted her like you have. I know she felt the same way about me once, probably not now & most likely not but she meant something to me back then & up to date. But like I said I don't contact her, because if I meant something to her like she did to me then why hasn't she bothered to contact me to see how I'm doing? Well she could be thinking the same about me or not. So that's why I wan' know what Michelle says, I've been thinking about this girl a lot lately & it's just been making me want to contact her. Anyways, hope she replies & by the way, good to see you didn't leave the forums.

Good looks. Well my situation is unique. If you knew me you'd understand. It's not that I never had the balls to talk to her, I was like one of the biggest players at that school. Get it now? If anything she was intimidated by me not the other way around. I might as well tell you my story. I got in to drugs heavy and started hanging out with the worst crowd. Especially my senior year. I ended up not graduating. Then after senior year summer vacation I got put on probation for a year for a robbery, ended up going to jail for a little too. I basically went from Don Juan to a loser without a job or even community college. 2012 I left HS. 2013 was probation and jail and now it's 2014 and I'm doing a little better. After high school I basically got really depressed, stop talking to everyone except a few close people and basically had no ambition. Just sat home all day really. I know I might look like a complete dumbass now, but that's what happens when you put your heart out their. It either gets love back or gets crushed. That's just how it is. I'd rather be honest with her than try and spit game with her, especially since she's far away. I don't know why but I feel like this crazy idea will work. I have a unique story, I'm also very good looking lol. So that plus my old rep, maybe she'll feel the same way. Sometimes you have to put your ego aside and just tell people how you really feel, I don't care about bagging bitches really anymore. That shit is played out man, I need a rider girl in my life. Plus, if I went the other route. The not telling her how I feel and Shakespeare route, what would I say. She knows how I've been doing which is not good. What am I going to say, hi? After so long lol. I see my only chance as bringing back some old feelings of when I was top dawg in my town, man my little city lol. I'm still the same person, just have some time to make up for. Plus I see her Facebook pics, the guys who like her pics are ugly lol. I'm better than all of them by far as far as looks go. Ever heard the song by LL Cool J - I Need Love? Listen to that. I don't care about being a player no more, I need someone real to curl up with at night. And plus, even tho it's been so long and we are far apart lol. If this producer thing works out like I think it will, I'll have money for days. Man I said too much lol. Anyway hope you get it. That macho bravado shit doesn't always work.

[WizHeezy]

Good looks. Well my situation is unique. If you knew me you'd understand. It's not that I never had the balls to talk to her, I was like one of the biggest players at that school. Get it now? If anything she was intimidated by me not the other way around. I might as well tell you my story. I got in to drugs heavy and started hanging out with the worst crowd. Especially my senior year. I ended up not graduating. Then after senior year summer vacation I got put on probation for a year for a robbery, ended up going to jail for a little too. I basically went from Don Juan to a loser without a job or even community college. 2012 I left HS. 2013 was probation and jail and now it's 2014 and I'm doing a little better. After high school I basically got really depressed, stop talking to everyone except a few close people and basically had no ambition. Just sat home all day really. I know I might look like a complete dumbass now, but that's what happens when you put your heart out their. It either gets love back or gets crushed. That's just how it is. I'd rather be honest with her than try and spit game with her, especially since she's far away. I don't know why but I feel like this crazy idea will work. I have a unique story, I'm also very good looking lol. So that plus my old rep, maybe she'll feel the same way. Sometimes you have to put your ego aside and just tell people how you really feel, I don't care about bagging bitches really anymore. That shit is played out man, I need a rider girl in my life. Plus, if I went the other route. The not telling her how I feel and Shakespeare route, what would I say. She knows how I've been doing which is not good. What am I going to say, hi? After so long lol. I see my only chance as bringing back some old feelings of when I was top dawg in my town, man my little city lol. I'm still the same person, just have some time to make up for. Plus I see her Facebook pics, the guys who like her pics are ugly lol. I'm better than all of them by far as far as looks go. Ever heard the song by LL Cool J - I Need Love? Listen to that. I don't care about being a player no more, I need someone real to curl up with at night. And plus, even tho it's been so long and we are far apart lol. If this producer thing works out like I think it will, I'll have money for days. Man I said too much lol. Anyway hope you get it. That macho bravado shit doesn't always work.

I can relate to everything in bold, except I barely passed HS, & that's because I used to have a very ignorant mentality back then. I had the capacity to get straight A's, be there on time, not skip school & just focus on my grades but I was young, & no matter how mature I wanted to be, I still thought like a teen. I said "Fuck Scool, I'm doing this music shit, I'm gon' get paid doing this". I was so focused on my music back in HS, I wouldn't pay attention in class because I'd be doing my music in class. My friends back in HS used to rap like me so we would always be rapping. I was so dedicated. But after HS I don't know what happened, I lost ambition as well. Maybe it was because I lost her, & she was very important to me. Back in HS we were bestfriends, she was basically already like my girl. Everybody thought we were a couple. We got into this dumb argument one day & fell off since then. I had a gf at the time so I didn't think she was into me like that, I guess she was because when I got into her & started falling for her, I finally told her. But I was too late. I guess she had already moved on & she just got mad, as if she was mad that I didn't say anything sooner. We still talked after that, we would look at each other from time, we just weren't friends anymore.

But that whole time & still to this day I feel like we're connected somehow. For example, I remember one day at school, now let me remind you, this was when we were not talking to each other. But I remember just thinking about her in class that morning, I didn't have any classes with her senior year, but I was just in my class thinking about her. Later on that same day I run into her & she tells me that she was remembering the times we used to have with each other. So it's shit like that, that also makes me want to contact her because lately I can't stop thinking of her, as if she's missing me & thinking of me. I just don't text her because I don't wan' seem stupid, I don't wan' be wrong. What if she don't even think about me now nor even remember me? I doubt she doesn't remember me, because she does, I was her bestfriend & I know I hurt her back then. A girl only gets hurt when she cares. So I know she used to care. But like I said, used to. I don't think she does now & I'll probably never find out if I'm right about her once feeling the same way I feel about her. Even if she did feel the same way, it wouldn't matter if she didn't now & like I said she most likely doesn't if she did back then. I doubt she fell for me like that. I hope she did, it be crazy if my music works out & she'd be with me by my side to see me rise in life. Somehow though, no bs, when I think about her, I feel like she's thinking about me. I'm telling you dawg, I feel like this girl is the one for me. Out of all the bitches I've talked to she's the only one I think about. I feel as if my life would've been completely different if I would've never lost her. But those are just my thoughts, I could be completely wrong. That's why I don't message her. It could all be in my head, just because she means a lot to me doesn't mean I mean anything to her. I wish I would've never lost her. I had the opportunity to make her mine but I was to busy trying to be with the wrong girl.

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

I can relate to everything in bold, except I barely passed HS, & that's because I used to have a very ignorant mentality back then. I had the capacity to get straight A's, be there on time, not skip school & just focus on my grades but I was young, & no matter how mature I wanted to be, I still thought like a teen. I said "Fuck Scool, I'm doing this music shit, I'm gon' get paid doing this". I was so focused on my music back in HS, I wouldn't pay attention in class because I'd be doing my music in class. My friends back in HS used to rap like me so we would always be rapping. I was so dedicated. But after HS I don't know what happened, I lost ambition as well. Maybe it was because I lost her, & she was very important to me. Back in HS we were bestfriends, she was basically already like my girl. Everybody thought we were a couple. We got into this dumb argument one day & fell off since then. I had a gf at the time so I didn't think she was into me like that, I guess she was because when I got into her & started falling for her, I finally told her. But I was too late. I guess she had already moved on & she just got mad, as if she was mad that I didn't say anything sooner. We still talked after that, we would look at each other from time, we just weren't friends anymore.

But that whole time & still to this day I feel like we're connected somehow. For example, I remember one day at school, now let me remind you, this was when we were not talking to each other. But I remember just thinking about her in class that morning, I didn't have any classes with her senior year, but I was just in my class thinking about her. Later on that same day I run into her & she tells me that she was remembering the times we used to have with each other. So it's shit like that, that also makes me want to contact her because lately I can't stop thinking of her, as if she's missing me & thinking of me. I just don't text her because I don't wan' seem stupid, I don't wan' be wrong. What if she don't even think about me now nor even remember me? I doubt she doesn't remember me, because she does, I was her bestfriend & I know I hurt her back then. A girl only gets hurt when she cares. So I know she used to care. But like I said, used to. I don't think she does now & I'll probably never find out if I'm right about her once feeling the same way I feel about her. Even if she did feel the same way, it wouldn't matter if she didn't now & like I said she most likely doesn't if she did back then. I doubt she fell for me like that. I hope she did, it be crazy if my music works out & she'd be with me by my side to see me rise in life. Somehow though, no bs, when I think about her, I feel like she's thinking about me. I'm telling you dawg, I feel like this girl is the one for me. Out of all the bitches I've talked to she's the only one I think about. I feel as if my life would've been completely different if I would've never lost her. But those are just my thoughts, I could be completely wrong. That's why I don't message her. It could all be in my head, just because she means a lot to me doesn't mean I mean anything to her. I wish I would've never lost her. I had the opportunity to make her mine but I was to busy trying to be with the wrong girl.

You know looking back I guess I just can't let go of the past. She probably won't even respond man. People like to be on the winning team you know. Fuck it right. I don't even care. I actually feel better that I told her this, even if she doesn't message me back or gives me pity. At least I'll have made her day or something. Fuck bro, I don't know what wrong with me. Why I never took the shot back then. I guess my head was gassed up too much. Why the fuck would she want a guy like me now? I wouldn't bring her up I would just drag her down. Shit makes me wanna shed a tear at this point but I don't give a fuck. How's that Bob Dylan song go, you say you are my friend or whatever. You just want to be on the side that's winning. She's a rolling stone anyway. Man fuck it.

[Waynasite]

Fake

Why do you have no other messages in your inbox?

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

Fake

Why do you have no other messages in your inbox?

I told you I don't have a FB. Never did. Never cared for it lol. I'm either with you in real life or on a forum mang. I use that account just to check up on old high school friends.

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

Wth is this

That made me laugh and I feel like shit right now. Thanks man.

[Lil wayne prezident]

you want any more tabs open?

[nickiminajsitonmyface]

I'm not gonna check back. I sent her another message basically saying more bullshit. Oh well guys, not updating this thread anymore. Until I get really drunk again and check.