I haave no self esteem and it SUCKS yo. I’m like constantly downing myself and almost never having confidence in myself or anything. notice how I’m always trying to get people to make fun of me and shit!?? that’s a problem. I have a SEVERE amount of self respect, and I tend to ‘dumb myself down’ a lot and act like I know less than what I know. (like I’ll act like I don’t know the name of something or act like I forgot things) and I actually don’t hate myself at all, I’m a lucky piece of shit but still. I used was able to get blunted and feel better about myself INSTANTLY but now that weed doesn’t get me high that doesn’t work anymore. when I’m high I feel sexy AF, but when I’m sober I feel ugly
but I like feeling depressed tho lol it makes me feel better and shit. that’s why I don’t get mad when people ignore me or treat me insignificant, because I deserve that for being a troll. plus I like the attention people give me when I feel sad so that’s another reason why i like to feel like that lol. but I’m not suicidal though. how do I feel better about myself?
but I like feeling depressed tho lol it makes me feel better and shit. that’s why I don’t get mad when people ignore me or treat me insignificant, because I deserve that for being a troll. plus I like the attention people give me when I feel sad so that’s another reason why i like to feel like that lol. but I’m not suicidal though. how do I feel better about myself?
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