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I am sorry to anyone I've annoyed here. This place is different now, weird ass vibes. It seems like that everywhere I go though, lately. The economy or some shit, people are bugging out. I want to get out of America ASAP. I haven't been sleeping much either, idk. I came here and never thought I'd be here for a while. I sit inside a lot, spend lots of time on the web just doing whatever. I'm always listening to music though, I must have played hundreds of thousands of hours of songs in to my brain. I see now so many people hate me here and I guess I deserve it. I was way arrogant and thought I could just diss people and have no repercussions for my actions. I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. I was a huge loser at a point in my life (for like 2 years). After those 2 years were over I guess I became cocky because well yeah you get the point. When you're restricted of something for so long and then have it again things change. All I wanted was some friends but got mad people hating me, that's cool.
Not like this is real life anyway.
I just wish I could start over here, but I know I can't. Do you ever wish that about something in your life? But we can't we just gotta keep moving forward and making ourselves better. Not just better but aware too.
I deserve any L's I've been taking lol. I'm a scumbag and I can admit it I guess. I'll be back in January but only with some music, nothing else. I know some people here still love me and <3 y'all back. It'll be for you guys to see that I can actually do this shit I've been dreaming of.
It'll be called, (I think).
"First Class Ticket To Nevuary."
I also don't really fit in too much here. I don't like spending my life on petty shit. Clowing each other all the time or other people, much like WorldStarHipHop except a forum.
Some of you really don't know who you are, and live through other people. You know who you are. I used to be like this, find yourself. Find out why you're here...
I'm out.
P.S. recent shit with the music business has really been creeping me the fuck out, and I want to take a break from it all.
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I want to put it out that I thank certain people for the support. Again you know who you are. It means more than anything to me. Almost makes me cry for real. Maybe you see what I see, or saw..
I'll be back for you bitch ass niggas.......
Not like this is real life anyway.
I just wish I could start over here, but I know I can't. Do you ever wish that about something in your life? But we can't we just gotta keep moving forward and making ourselves better. Not just better but aware too.
I deserve any L's I've been taking lol. I'm a scumbag and I can admit it I guess. I'll be back in January but only with some music, nothing else. I know some people here still love me and <3 y'all back. It'll be for you guys to see that I can actually do this shit I've been dreaming of.
It'll be called, (I think).
"First Class Ticket To Nevuary."
I also don't really fit in too much here. I don't like spending my life on petty shit. Clowing each other all the time or other people, much like WorldStarHipHop except a forum.
Some of you really don't know who you are, and live through other people. You know who you are. I used to be like this, find yourself. Find out why you're here...
I'm out.
P.S. recent shit with the music business has really been creeping me the fuck out, and I want to take a break from it all.
..
I want to put it out that I thank certain people for the support. Again you know who you are. It means more than anything to me. Almost makes me cry for real. Maybe you see what I see, or saw..
I'll be back for you bitch ass niggas.......
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