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I’m younger than everyone up there lol. I graduated two years before I should have. smh. I talked to some people but never met anyone previously. so when I got there I tried to put a face with a name. my first year I didn’t know anyone there. I just kept to myself and stayed out of people’s way. there was a lot of people I remember from my first year of college that wasn’t there when I came back. it’s bum as hell. lol
my second year of college I was a little more active. I still barely talked but I talked more than my first year. this the year I started noticing how weird I was becoming lol. I split coke with my nails so I had the weirdest looking thumbnails, and when I signed papers and stuff I signed my name in the weirdest way lol. but contraire to all the weirdness I was still able to make a few friends. and despite me never talking I still felt like I fit in. this year was warm as heart.
third year tho I finally came into my own lol. I starting talking and people thought I was one of the funniest people in my class lol. it was SO fun to make people laugh. it made my day when someone lol’d. lol. even if it was at me. id do anything to make people laugh, so when people said they didn’t laugh, to me it made me feel like I can’t do anything.
now im in my 4th year now and my grades are starting to slip. im starting to fail my classes and im not doing as good in my essays. smh. I guess Im starting to run out of things to talk about in my papers
so I keep talking about the same things everytime I bring a topic up.
its funny because worst part im going to a school I don’t know anything about lol. and after all of these years I still don’t think I fit in with anybody lol. But I did it to myself. I could have easily fit in and not tried to be so different. just wish that I could feel like I could belong and be like everyone else. lol.
funny thing that happened tell me why my friend woke up early yesterday and snuck out and put both of the bills in his name… AFTER we specifically talked about the other day that we would both get one bill in each of our names ….
another thing that happened tell me why 2 days ago when I left the house I left my computer in my room and when I left I locked my door. ALRIGHT…the way I was told my friend was standing on the porch and they let somebody in and when he came in my door was open…alright…so he noticed my door was open and the person was in my room touching my stuff and I guess taking my laptop. alright. so he confronts the person and tells me that’s the reason hes holding my stuff (outside of the house) because when I came back he would get my laptop and hand it back to me…still haven’t gotten it….
am I tripping or is that the shadiest story of all time….why would you take someones stuff just to...know what nevermind. It's just sad because I had all of my memories and jokes on my laptop saved lol. and I don’t wanna think about it because every time I think about it I wanna cry. I just hope I get my laptop back.
my second year of college I was a little more active. I still barely talked but I talked more than my first year. this the year I started noticing how weird I was becoming lol. I split coke with my nails so I had the weirdest looking thumbnails, and when I signed papers and stuff I signed my name in the weirdest way lol. but contraire to all the weirdness I was still able to make a few friends. and despite me never talking I still felt like I fit in. this year was warm as heart.
third year tho I finally came into my own lol. I starting talking and people thought I was one of the funniest people in my class lol. it was SO fun to make people laugh. it made my day when someone lol’d. lol. even if it was at me. id do anything to make people laugh, so when people said they didn’t laugh, to me it made me feel like I can’t do anything.
now im in my 4th year now and my grades are starting to slip. im starting to fail my classes and im not doing as good in my essays. smh. I guess Im starting to run out of things to talk about in my papers
so I keep talking about the same things everytime I bring a topic up.its funny because worst part im going to a school I don’t know anything about lol. and after all of these years I still don’t think I fit in with anybody lol. But I did it to myself. I could have easily fit in and not tried to be so different. just wish that I could feel like I could belong and be like everyone else. lol.
funny thing that happened tell me why my friend woke up early yesterday and snuck out and put both of the bills in his name… AFTER we specifically talked about the other day that we would both get one bill in each of our names ….
another thing that happened tell me why 2 days ago when I left the house I left my computer in my room and when I left I locked my door. ALRIGHT…the way I was told my friend was standing on the porch and they let somebody in and when he came in my door was open…alright…so he noticed my door was open and the person was in my room touching my stuff and I guess taking my laptop. alright. so he confronts the person and tells me that’s the reason hes holding my stuff (outside of the house) because when I came back he would get my laptop and hand it back to me…still haven’t gotten it….
am I tripping or is that the shadiest story of all time….why would you take someones stuff just to...know what nevermind. It's just sad because I had all of my memories and jokes on my laptop saved lol. and I don’t wanna think about it because every time I think about it I wanna cry. I just hope I get my laptop back.
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