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Stress and pain
Through it all the thoughts of you are restless to the brain
And I try and maintain but it seems like hell every other day
And I dont know how to refrain from all this tension building up
Frustration got me debating to end it and give it up
But you know ya son better than that but my addictions similar to crack
Addicted to your love and it's presence is something very lacked
I feel it in my spirits but it's you that I'm needing back
The biggest gap in my heart from the beginning of the start
The brightest star but I'm trapped way beyond the dark
Planet Mars be my residence so I'm close to you
I write these bars to show evidence I don't care about who?
I don't care about them I barely care about myself
I pray and wish some days we could have had an exchange in health
So I can take ya place and you'll be here feeling people with grace
Showing God way's to blind eyes by surprise living past your due date
But reality has been made and I make an effort to realize
But i feel it's my time
Taking new sight to god signs
And by her side more than anything I wanna be
But he putting me through it my tears he wanna see bleed
But I bury my emotions sea deep like sea weed
Standing tall just like the man she always seen me as
Pictured right instead of the man reflecting in the glass
I'm living life through you all i know how to do
Taking your directions therefore I have none left to prove
But I'm living out the groove and out my mind to write these rhymes
You absent mind if you can't read the cries between the lines
Emotions, devotion, and feelings are printed just fine
And I try and survive cause she kept a brother so alive
With her presence on Earth since birth she kept me with a smile
Kept imagination wide why the lryics be so wild
HIgh off of life and pass the skies is where I steadily roam
Where my grandmother spreads her wings is nothing but home
To me and personally the family didn't really care
Arguements rang out instead they heart should have been placed there
But there love for you is true and unconditional
And writing for me about you is always traditional
But all I got left is memories and photography to the visional
The only reason I treat these words as a Memorial
Gloria Jean McChristian you live within me
Together forever we stay parting the red seas
And with you gone I dont meen to ruffle any leaves
But it be so hard ya baby boy be falling to his knees
Praying, pleading, asking the lord please
Cause it's you that I need
But he blessed you like a sneeze
A better place is where you be
Heavens angels is what you see what you constantly talked about
My apologees for greed while I'm going through this grief and grieve is far from an ease to deal with
But like common I came to peace and common groud with the dealing
Slowly but surely healing with you in remembrance
An instant inspiration until I make an entrance
Writing for you is consistent and everbody insist
Write young man just like emotions rhymes is endless
And it's senseless to end this I'll never be finsihed
Because the souls unreplenished
Refreshened but there aint no better love than the beginning
And it keeps me grinning
Keeps me away from sinning
Keeps me loving life and loving a better living
Belief in better endings and not the one in this sentence.
So simple to sense it but my ending is hurendous
Love walking the tight ropes my high is at a different denses
With her love lifes tremendous
With her comes easy lryics
So brighter my spirit be but even brighter with deliverance
Cause where she at is where I wanna be where she be is where I'm at
Love never tapped out reality is just that
And it's just a fact that I tend to relapse
Recollapse
Because her love is what I try to regrasp
Through it all the thoughts of you are restless to the brain
And I try and maintain but it seems like hell every other day
And I dont know how to refrain from all this tension building up
Frustration got me debating to end it and give it up
But you know ya son better than that but my addictions similar to crack
Addicted to your love and it's presence is something very lacked
I feel it in my spirits but it's you that I'm needing back
The biggest gap in my heart from the beginning of the start
The brightest star but I'm trapped way beyond the dark
Planet Mars be my residence so I'm close to you
I write these bars to show evidence I don't care about who?
I don't care about them I barely care about myself
I pray and wish some days we could have had an exchange in health
So I can take ya place and you'll be here feeling people with grace
Showing God way's to blind eyes by surprise living past your due date
But reality has been made and I make an effort to realize
But i feel it's my time
Taking new sight to god signs
And by her side more than anything I wanna be
But he putting me through it my tears he wanna see bleed
But I bury my emotions sea deep like sea weed
Standing tall just like the man she always seen me as
Pictured right instead of the man reflecting in the glass
I'm living life through you all i know how to do
Taking your directions therefore I have none left to prove
But I'm living out the groove and out my mind to write these rhymes
You absent mind if you can't read the cries between the lines
Emotions, devotion, and feelings are printed just fine
And I try and survive cause she kept a brother so alive
With her presence on Earth since birth she kept me with a smile
Kept imagination wide why the lryics be so wild
HIgh off of life and pass the skies is where I steadily roam
Where my grandmother spreads her wings is nothing but home
To me and personally the family didn't really care
Arguements rang out instead they heart should have been placed there
But there love for you is true and unconditional
And writing for me about you is always traditional
But all I got left is memories and photography to the visional
The only reason I treat these words as a Memorial
Gloria Jean McChristian you live within me
Together forever we stay parting the red seas
And with you gone I dont meen to ruffle any leaves
But it be so hard ya baby boy be falling to his knees
Praying, pleading, asking the lord please
Cause it's you that I need
But he blessed you like a sneeze
A better place is where you be
Heavens angels is what you see what you constantly talked about
My apologees for greed while I'm going through this grief and grieve is far from an ease to deal with
But like common I came to peace and common groud with the dealing
Slowly but surely healing with you in remembrance
An instant inspiration until I make an entrance
Writing for you is consistent and everbody insist
Write young man just like emotions rhymes is endless
And it's senseless to end this I'll never be finsihed
Because the souls unreplenished
Refreshened but there aint no better love than the beginning
And it keeps me grinning
Keeps me away from sinning
Keeps me loving life and loving a better living
Belief in better endings and not the one in this sentence.
So simple to sense it but my ending is hurendous
Love walking the tight ropes my high is at a different denses
With her love lifes tremendous
With her comes easy lryics
So brighter my spirit be but even brighter with deliverance
Cause where she at is where I wanna be where she be is where I'm at
Love never tapped out reality is just that
And it's just a fact that I tend to relapse
Recollapse
Because her love is what I try to regrasp
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