Well, we are working on our mixtape and i was jus listening to beats and caught this one. Not going to throw this on the tape but it does mean something to me because it came from the heart. Let me know what you think!?
LimeLinx - Preview - WhenImGone.mp3
Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Looking in the mirror asking myself why, why, trevor why do you keep making yourself cry,
I don’t know but I really need you here by my side,
but I yell and scream that I want to leave this world tonight,
nothings making sense and my brain is exploding
and I keep showing feelins I don’t wanna keep exposing,
everybody is watching me trying to guess whats next,
keep talking and next is the rope around my neck,
can’t take the pressure see im diving in too deep
and I don’t plan on coming up see im drowning in defeat,
my dreams are really vivid I don’t wanna re live it, but I try and try again but I can’t seem to rid it,
and I question myself if how I feel is even real,
cause I’ve lived life guessin now my brain is being slowly peeled,
lay my head down and grab the gun, put it to my brain and watch the blood slowly run..
Verse 2:
Now im sitting back can’t stop dreaming bout my dad,
cause he left when I was little and momma said he’s bad,
i don’t really get it and I could never understand
how you can have 2 kids leave and then call yourself a man,
I ain’t never seen him and I don’t think I ever wanna,
matter fact, I don’t think im ever fuckin gonna,
cause I don’t want to get involved in all that fuckin drama,
plus my momma remarried and you know I call him poppa,
and my sister sometimes sees him but that I never bought
cuz he promised her shit that she never fucking got,
and it let her down, which made me hurt inside it made me cry,
but I couldn’t let her know cuz inside she’d freakin die,
so we keep our heads up, and look forward,
but I still look back at all of his pictures when I'm bored,
and I look just like him and I don’t really think its fair,
but there is no way I can let him know I care..
Verse 3:
Bleeding from the inside out I don’t know what to do,
cause the questions im asking no one has the answers too,
it’s all a blur don’t think I can’t live another second,
I might as well shoot myself and pray I go to heaven,
but I don’t know if I’ll make it, haven’t made the right choices
and when I sleep at night all I hear are these voices,
trevor we can make you, the devil can create you,
give you money and help make you famous too,
no I don’t want it please just let me be,
i wanna be myself but I’m trapped inside these dreams,
there’s no runnin now, there is no turning back,
the devil started talking and I was flirting back,
trapped inside this bubble and I just want to leave,
please, im screaming, please jus let me be,
I don’t want it, please don’t make me do it I don’t wanna go through it,
please go, don’t make me do it,
I don’t want to play this game, yea I get the fame,
but nothings worth giving up for all the pain you will gain,
and nothings really making sense my life is going numb,
can’t feel love, and I have a feeling this has just begun,
so I grab the gun and aim at at heart tell myself don’t do it my life just start,
tear my life apart, I tear my life to pieces, but somehow I jus keep fuggin breathing,
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LimeLinx - Preview - WhenImGone.mp3
Lyrics:
Verse 1:
Looking in the mirror asking myself why, why, trevor why do you keep making yourself cry,
I don’t know but I really need you here by my side,
but I yell and scream that I want to leave this world tonight,
nothings making sense and my brain is exploding
and I keep showing feelins I don’t wanna keep exposing,
everybody is watching me trying to guess whats next,
keep talking and next is the rope around my neck,
can’t take the pressure see im diving in too deep
and I don’t plan on coming up see im drowning in defeat,
my dreams are really vivid I don’t wanna re live it, but I try and try again but I can’t seem to rid it,
and I question myself if how I feel is even real,
cause I’ve lived life guessin now my brain is being slowly peeled,
lay my head down and grab the gun, put it to my brain and watch the blood slowly run..
Verse 2:
Now im sitting back can’t stop dreaming bout my dad,
cause he left when I was little and momma said he’s bad,
i don’t really get it and I could never understand
how you can have 2 kids leave and then call yourself a man,
I ain’t never seen him and I don’t think I ever wanna,
matter fact, I don’t think im ever fuckin gonna,
cause I don’t want to get involved in all that fuckin drama,
plus my momma remarried and you know I call him poppa,
and my sister sometimes sees him but that I never bought
cuz he promised her shit that she never fucking got,
and it let her down, which made me hurt inside it made me cry,
but I couldn’t let her know cuz inside she’d freakin die,
so we keep our heads up, and look forward,
but I still look back at all of his pictures when I'm bored,
and I look just like him and I don’t really think its fair,
but there is no way I can let him know I care..
Verse 3:
Bleeding from the inside out I don’t know what to do,
cause the questions im asking no one has the answers too,
it’s all a blur don’t think I can’t live another second,
I might as well shoot myself and pray I go to heaven,
but I don’t know if I’ll make it, haven’t made the right choices
and when I sleep at night all I hear are these voices,
trevor we can make you, the devil can create you,
give you money and help make you famous too,
no I don’t want it please just let me be,
i wanna be myself but I’m trapped inside these dreams,
there’s no runnin now, there is no turning back,
the devil started talking and I was flirting back,
trapped inside this bubble and I just want to leave,
please, im screaming, please jus let me be,
I don’t want it, please don’t make me do it I don’t wanna go through it,
please go, don’t make me do it,
I don’t want to play this game, yea I get the fame,
but nothings worth giving up for all the pain you will gain,
and nothings really making sense my life is going numb,
can’t feel love, and I have a feeling this has just begun,
so I grab the gun and aim at at heart tell myself don’t do it my life just start,
tear my life apart, I tear my life to pieces, but somehow I jus keep fuggin breathing,
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