I know the way u feel about me
I get it rose you doubt me but admit that u can’t live without me and without you i don’t think I could either tell me if your feeling some what how I feel
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Your safe with me cause ima demon
Evil thoughts of killing myself it’s all in my head
I feel dead inside but still I drive you crazy
The pain won’t stop the tears just drop
The drugs are top of my life to keep my from wondering about you now I know all about you
Ask me if I’m okay ask me that on a normal day
And I will tell everything is fine when really when I’m alone I cry I’m inside trying to die with the drugs I have mixed it’s time for another fix I can’t fix the way I feel I can’t know if you are real
Still i hope you fucking are and if your not then i hope she sucks your dick a lot cause at once it was my cock now i know that u hate me
I know that it ain’t me i think her name it was amy
I changed her name to shamy cause she shamed me I need love but it’s dangerous I need drugs for sanity scream my name with that vanity
It’s another day without you
It’s another way I want you
To know that you mean nothing to me
So far in the back of my head now
I’m in the clouds now smoking on loud to not remember how I used to think you were trying
To make me understand the things that i already understood now I feel better you tryed to send me a letter I never opened it put it in a shredder
When I saw it my face got much redder
Man I wish I never ment her
Life is just a garden how you grow is how you started parden the way I water my garden
My heart is so cold it hardened now it’s up for bargain love it’s starving valentine day is coming
And I will be asleep fuck all the chocolate and flowers if your not in love your a coward
I guess i have no power I might sit the shower for five hours on that day because I can
Fight depression i am still at war
With who I am and what i can be
Is someone who lost all his dreams
I get it rose you doubt me but admit that u can’t live without me and without you i don’t think I could either tell me if your feeling some what how I feel
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Your safe with me cause ima demon
Evil thoughts of killing myself it’s all in my head
I feel dead inside but still I drive you crazy
The pain won’t stop the tears just drop
The drugs are top of my life to keep my from wondering about you now I know all about you
Ask me if I’m okay ask me that on a normal day
And I will tell everything is fine when really when I’m alone I cry I’m inside trying to die with the drugs I have mixed it’s time for another fix I can’t fix the way I feel I can’t know if you are real
Still i hope you fucking are and if your not then i hope she sucks your dick a lot cause at once it was my cock now i know that u hate me
I know that it ain’t me i think her name it was amy
I changed her name to shamy cause she shamed me I need love but it’s dangerous I need drugs for sanity scream my name with that vanity
It’s another day without you
It’s another way I want you
To know that you mean nothing to me
So far in the back of my head now
I’m in the clouds now smoking on loud to not remember how I used to think you were trying
To make me understand the things that i already understood now I feel better you tryed to send me a letter I never opened it put it in a shredder
When I saw it my face got much redder
Man I wish I never ment her
Life is just a garden how you grow is how you started parden the way I water my garden
My heart is so cold it hardened now it’s up for bargain love it’s starving valentine day is coming
And I will be asleep fuck all the chocolate and flowers if your not in love your a coward
I guess i have no power I might sit the shower for five hours on that day because I can
Fight depression i am still at war
With who I am and what i can be
Is someone who lost all his dreams