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I know the way u feel about me
I get it rose you doubt me but admit that u can�t live without me and without you i don�t think I could either tell me if your feeling some what how I feel
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Your safe with me cause ima demon
Evil thoughts of killing myself it�s all in my head
I feel dead inside but still I drive you crazy
The pain won�t stop the tears just drop
The drugs are top of my life to keep my from wondering about you now I know all about you
Ask me if I�m okay ask me that on a normal day
And I will tell everything is fine when really when I�m alone I cry I�m inside trying to die with the drugs I have mixed it�s time for another fix I can�t fix the way I feel I can�t know if you are real
Still i hope you fucking are and if your not then i hope she sucks your dick a lot cause at once it was my cock now i know that u hate me
I know that it ain�t me i think her name it was amy
I changed her name to shamy cause she shamed me I need love but it�s dangerous I need drugs for sanity scream my name with that vanity
It�s another day without you
It�s another way I want you
To know that you mean nothing to me
So far in the back of my head now
I�m in the clouds now smoking on loud to not remember how I used to think you were trying
To make me understand the things that i already understood now I feel better you tryed to send me a letter I never opened it put it in a shredder
When I saw it my face got much redder
Man I wish I never ment her
Life is just a garden how you grow is how you started parden the way I water my garden
My heart is so cold it hardened now it�s up for bargain love it�s starving valentine day is coming
And I will be asleep fuck all the chocolate and flowers if your not in love your a coward
I guess i have no power I might sit the shower for five hours on that day because I can
Fight depression i am still at war
With who I am and what i can be
Is someone who lost all his dreams
I get it rose you doubt me but admit that u can�t live without me and without you i don�t think I could either tell me if your feeling some what how I feel
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Tell me a secret you know I can keep it
Your safe with me cause ima demon
Evil thoughts of killing myself it�s all in my head
I feel dead inside but still I drive you crazy
The pain won�t stop the tears just drop
The drugs are top of my life to keep my from wondering about you now I know all about you
Ask me if I�m okay ask me that on a normal day
And I will tell everything is fine when really when I�m alone I cry I�m inside trying to die with the drugs I have mixed it�s time for another fix I can�t fix the way I feel I can�t know if you are real
Still i hope you fucking are and if your not then i hope she sucks your dick a lot cause at once it was my cock now i know that u hate me
I know that it ain�t me i think her name it was amy
I changed her name to shamy cause she shamed me I need love but it�s dangerous I need drugs for sanity scream my name with that vanity
It�s another day without you
It�s another way I want you
To know that you mean nothing to me
So far in the back of my head now
I�m in the clouds now smoking on loud to not remember how I used to think you were trying
To make me understand the things that i already understood now I feel better you tryed to send me a letter I never opened it put it in a shredder
When I saw it my face got much redder
Man I wish I never ment her
Life is just a garden how you grow is how you started parden the way I water my garden
My heart is so cold it hardened now it�s up for bargain love it�s starving valentine day is coming
And I will be asleep fuck all the chocolate and flowers if your not in love your a coward
I guess i have no power I might sit the shower for five hours on that day because I can
Fight depression i am still at war
With who I am and what i can be
Is someone who lost all his dreams