damn dude its late
i kno my body wants some sleep
but these thoughts runnin thru my mind just aggravate
thinkin bout my faith, my pappau, n my ex
w/ all these depressin thoughts have just got me vexxed
why can't i stay true to God when i kno the truth
but this music n this lifestyle i just don't have the will to rebuke
I kno Jesus died for my sins n each time i do so is another burden on the cross
but every time I try to keep on this straight n narrow i just seem to get lost
My Pappau was was the greatest man I've ever known
he was the kindest and most helpful person God has ever shown
he devoted his life God: the one that took him away
just thinkin bout how he stole him from us that day
as of 2/5/09 in heaven is where he stay
but be as it may
God gave him 27 more years so that he could say
he could see his grandson Greg grow up to the man he is today
and yet even tho he was able to see me this way
he still died before he could see me on Graduation Day
Ashley was my girl back last fall
back when i didn't count my blessings when everything was all
there that I could ever want, something i never saw
we had a good three months
long distance killed us, all we had were phone calls
at homecoming she told me she loved me and kissed me for the first time
too bad it was the last time
we stopped talkin as much as we did in the past
i went to see her after a game, got busted for curfew
after that our relationship didn't last
we stopped talking, then our relationship ended fast
my best bro told me she wanted to break it off
i tried to act chill, but i was broken inside
when i found out she found another man on the side
Damn.
i kno my body wants some sleep
but these thoughts runnin thru my mind just aggravate
thinkin bout my faith, my pappau, n my ex
w/ all these depressin thoughts have just got me vexxed
why can't i stay true to God when i kno the truth
but this music n this lifestyle i just don't have the will to rebuke
I kno Jesus died for my sins n each time i do so is another burden on the cross
but every time I try to keep on this straight n narrow i just seem to get lost
My Pappau was was the greatest man I've ever known
he was the kindest and most helpful person God has ever shown
he devoted his life God: the one that took him away
just thinkin bout how he stole him from us that day
as of 2/5/09 in heaven is where he stay
but be as it may
God gave him 27 more years so that he could say
he could see his grandson Greg grow up to the man he is today
and yet even tho he was able to see me this way
he still died before he could see me on Graduation Day
Ashley was my girl back last fall
back when i didn't count my blessings when everything was all
there that I could ever want, something i never saw
we had a good three months
long distance killed us, all we had were phone calls
at homecoming she told me she loved me and kissed me for the first time
too bad it was the last time
we stopped talkin as much as we did in the past
i went to see her after a game, got busted for curfew
after that our relationship didn't last
we stopped talking, then our relationship ended fast
my best bro told me she wanted to break it off
i tried to act chill, but i was broken inside
when i found out she found another man on the side
Damn.
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