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I'm 17 and I haven't had sex or kissed before, but I had a girlfriend. I broke up with her because she slept with some other dude, dumped her like 5 months into the relationship (had to put these bitches in they place 
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I'm somewhat popular but not really with girls, I'm confident in general but when it comes to girls I'm very nervous and feel as if I have social anxiety.
I feel like if I get a new look maybe I could be more confident talking to girls and stuff. I usually have a classical type of style, I just go to super-cuts (a cheap salon) and just ask for a haircut, I say just any way you think looks good. I don't really have a specific style and I want to get one because I think it could improve my appearance. My favorite brands are Hollister, American Eagle, Ralph Lauren, and Wranglers for my denim. I'm very nervous, especially when shopping.
I wanted some chucks so i tried one on but i was nervous and did it quick i put took them off and ran out of store immediatley because i was nervous about saying i dont like them or if i say i do like them they might say why dont you buy it just nervous okay i ran away from footlocker and down the mall i left after i went to food court, i had subway... 12 inch with teryaki chicken on top then i went home
I went to another footlocker today, and I tried on chucks in a size 12 (I'm size 14) they were too small, and I couldn't fit my ankles inside cause they were soo small, the guy asked how they fit and i said good, but he looked down and clearly saw my ankle sticking out and knew that they didn't fit... then he said he'd measure my feet, and he took out the foot-measuring thing and i got REALLY nervous, i was about to run away like last time but I just kept thinking to myself if i go through with this I can get the shoes i've been wanting, so I put my foot on the measure thing, and since i was nervous I was shaking and shivering a bit and he looked at me kinda strange and i felt awkward. He said I'm a size 14 so i should be a 13 in chucks, while he walked to the back to get the 13 box I was just at the point where I couldn't take it anymore, I just got up and ran away, I almost got to the exit of the mall when I realized I forgot m y shoes. It was really awkward and I took the bus and went home without any shoes on, what do i say to my mom when she wonders where they went? and is ther a way to get them back? is there a website i can order chucks but send them back if they dont fit because its just too awkward to go to the store tbh
then this happened
i did, I ended up going with vans instead because the woman who worked there was much less intimidating than the african man who worked at footlocker selling chucks. It was still very awkward, she brought me out the shoes and she was undoing the laces. She got down and started putting them on my feet for me, I could see her cleavage and got very nervous. I could feel my blood circulating towards my penis and I knew I was soon going to have an errection, so I put my hand in my pocket. She looked at me funny, so I pulled out my wallet and said I'll get them. I didn't even have the shoe all the way on, it was VERY awkward. Took them home, tried them on and they didn't even fit. They were like a size too small. So I ordered some other vans online, they came in the mail. The mailman knocked on the door and I was waiting for him to leave because I assumed he'd just put the parcel on the ground but I guess I needed to sign somitting so he was still there. I didn't know he was there so I pushed out the little mail slit and looked right up at him, we made eye contact while I was down on my knees looking at him from inside the mail slit of the door. I felt SOOOO embarrassed. I came out and signed it and got it but it was EXTREMLEY nerve-wracking.
Here's a couple pics...
As you can see I'm a little chubby, so I'm contemplating working out and getting some sort of nutrition plan so I can get defined.
Any tips? How do you get swag? Gain confidence/ find your style?
Thanks,
)I'm somewhat popular but not really with girls, I'm confident in general but when it comes to girls I'm very nervous and feel as if I have social anxiety.
I feel like if I get a new look maybe I could be more confident talking to girls and stuff. I usually have a classical type of style, I just go to super-cuts (a cheap salon) and just ask for a haircut, I say just any way you think looks good. I don't really have a specific style and I want to get one because I think it could improve my appearance. My favorite brands are Hollister, American Eagle, Ralph Lauren, and Wranglers for my denim. I'm very nervous, especially when shopping.
I wanted some chucks so i tried one on but i was nervous and did it quick i put took them off and ran out of store immediatley because i was nervous about saying i dont like them or if i say i do like them they might say why dont you buy it just nervous okay i ran away from footlocker and down the mall i left after i went to food court, i had subway... 12 inch with teryaki chicken on top then i went home
I went to another footlocker today, and I tried on chucks in a size 12 (I'm size 14) they were too small, and I couldn't fit my ankles inside cause they were soo small, the guy asked how they fit and i said good, but he looked down and clearly saw my ankle sticking out and knew that they didn't fit... then he said he'd measure my feet, and he took out the foot-measuring thing and i got REALLY nervous, i was about to run away like last time but I just kept thinking to myself if i go through with this I can get the shoes i've been wanting, so I put my foot on the measure thing, and since i was nervous I was shaking and shivering a bit and he looked at me kinda strange and i felt awkward. He said I'm a size 14 so i should be a 13 in chucks, while he walked to the back to get the 13 box I was just at the point where I couldn't take it anymore, I just got up and ran away, I almost got to the exit of the mall when I realized I forgot m y shoes. It was really awkward and I took the bus and went home without any shoes on, what do i say to my mom when she wonders where they went? and is ther a way to get them back? is there a website i can order chucks but send them back if they dont fit because its just too awkward to go to the store tbh
then this happened
i did, I ended up going with vans instead because the woman who worked there was much less intimidating than the african man who worked at footlocker selling chucks. It was still very awkward, she brought me out the shoes and she was undoing the laces. She got down and started putting them on my feet for me, I could see her cleavage and got very nervous. I could feel my blood circulating towards my penis and I knew I was soon going to have an errection, so I put my hand in my pocket. She looked at me funny, so I pulled out my wallet and said I'll get them. I didn't even have the shoe all the way on, it was VERY awkward. Took them home, tried them on and they didn't even fit. They were like a size too small. So I ordered some other vans online, they came in the mail. The mailman knocked on the door and I was waiting for him to leave because I assumed he'd just put the parcel on the ground but I guess I needed to sign somitting so he was still there. I didn't know he was there so I pushed out the little mail slit and looked right up at him, we made eye contact while I was down on my knees looking at him from inside the mail slit of the door. I felt SOOOO embarrassed. I came out and signed it and got it but it was EXTREMLEY nerve-wracking.
Here's a couple pics...
As you can see I'm a little chubby, so I'm contemplating working out and getting some sort of nutrition plan so I can get defined.
Any tips? How do you get swag? Gain confidence/ find your style?
Thanks,
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